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“SMC
was my gateway. It was not an escape. It was an alternative. And
it saved me.”
His story,
at first, sounds like a lot of others. “I’m pretty much
done at SMC. I’m majoring in sociology and Chicano studies:
so far, so good,” says Raul Velazquez. “Then, hopefully,
I’ll transfer to UCLA and work toward my masters in sociology.
“I’m waiting for my letter of acceptance now, and I’m
kind of nervous.” Ultimately, what Raul would like to do
is to work with Latino gang members. But what makes his story
different is the experience he will bring to his job.
“I’m
an ex-gang member,” says Raul. “I was in several camps
and juvenile halls for three years. I mean, I’ve been involved
in gangs since I was 12 years old.” Raul feels that he was
headed for some brief footage on the five o’clock news: “Gang
violence claims another victim.” But that didn’t happen
to Raul. It happened to his little brother instead.
“He
was 15 when he got shot,” says Raul. “And it put me
through a lot of changes. I was in the camps when he died, and
the only way I was going to get out was by graduating from high
school. And that was a lot of stress, a lot of pressure, to get
through school with. But I just had to do it.”
Raul took
the heat. He graduated from high school, got released but fell
back into gangs. “It was a life that seemed inevitable for
me. I just kept revolving, it was frustrating. And I still struggle
to get out of that mentality.” But Raul is winning his long
fight with a way of life that—maybe now—is not so inevitable.
“I never
had any education, so SMC has been my high school too,” says
Raul. He says he knows right where he’s headed next, no matter
the struggle. “Giving kids the motivation, the resources.
It’s gotta be done and so that’s what I’m going
to do. I’m going to catch them early,” he says with
a quiet intensity. “And then I’m going to train them
right.”
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